Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussions/@comment-38389264-20190530212135/@comment-30871204-20190530235741

Just as a heads up, I am depressed about absolutely nothing..... xD. The following paragraph is more of a story than a cry of help.

Okay, sometimes I have too high expectations for myself, so every time I do "well" in something, I still want to do "better". In other words, even if I am 99% to the way of success, I still work overtime for that mere 1%. Although I know that I'm REALLY REALLY good at things, my brain just dismisses that and thinks I'm... well, meh at everything.

Also there are people that looks like that they are good at everything and better than you but actually they're about the same but then it feels like that they are better than me then I get super competetive... Is working too hard ever a bad thing? And is working like my normal self (spend 2 hours doing unproductive-ish stuff) going to get me nowhere? Am I a pro tryhard? A genius? A regular joe? Or a wannabe?

For some reason my friends IRL think I'm smart at everything... except Fortnite.