Thread:Ender Creeper14/@comment-32285194-20170908142447/@comment-29996126-20170909020950

Thank you. Yeah, I will admit this. I'm the past, like in my elementary and middle school years, I was really cringy. I said and did just stupid stuff and it haunts me today. Now being in 10 grade, I bottle myself up and suppress myself so I don't do the same crap I did in the past. The thing is, over the course of like 6-7 years, I been bottling up emotions and I still do it to this day. That combined with the cringy stuff that haunts me and it's killing me inside. The problem is, I have no way to outlet it without it doing damage. It shows another side of me that I don't want people to ever see. It's a problem and I'm still figuring out how to channel it before it gets to the point of no return. Heck, it's gotten to the point where I stopped being active here for a few days because I mentally breaking down a little bit. That's why IRL, I try to keep myself at a certain mental level because I'm afraid that I will slip up and show my "ugly side". I am thankful I have you guys, I really am. I thing I do, is I go on the wiki, not only beI enjoy PG and this wiki and my friends here, you guys, but I also use it as a distraction for myself so I don't dread on my haunting memories.