Thread:ApplerGamers/@comment-4783814-20170520172319/@comment-4783814-20170520173339

I've done too much bad to the community. I tried to be friendly but I ended up coming off as very unwelcoming, and that was never good for new users. I let anger get to me too often and because of that, a bunch of users and/or former users here got completely screwed over by me.

An admin should also be someone who connects with the community. I never was that. A lot of the time, I overreacted and ended up punishing people far too harshly and ended up being sorta power mad or something. I don't even know.

But I think the person who definitely deserves an apology is Bashihbk. Bash, if you're reading this, I'm truly sorry for everything I did to you. You didn't deserve any of my crap at all. I know this apology is several, several years late. I never should've done anything I did to you. And honestly, you're one of the main reasons the wiki is here today. And I should apologize for that. Because I made it seem like you did absolutely nothing, which is completely untrue. You definitely had more dedication to the wiki than I did. And for that, I'm sorry.

And the rest of the older staff-- Galli and Coriidor, also deserve apologies for having to deal with my unfriendly demeaner. Often, I was demanding, bossy, and just simply unlikely. I'm sorry for all the crap I gave you. I honestly don't even know why you continue supporting me or even bothering to be friendly with me because I don't deserve it. You all are really great people for letting me get this far and I thank you.

 Appler   Talk    17:33, May 20, 2017 (UTC)