Board Thread:Off-Topic Discussions/@comment-38389264-20190530212135/@comment-38389264-20190531015529

Supriseyou1 wrote: Just as a heads up, I am absolutely NOT depressed about anything IRL (xD). The following paragraph is more of a intresting story I wish to share, rather than a cry for help.

Okay, sometimes I have too high expectations for myself, so every time I do "well" in something, I still want to do "better". In other words, even if I am 99% to the way of success, I still work overtime for that mere 1%. Although I know that I'm REALLY REALLY good at things, my brain just dismisses that and thinks I'm... well, meh at everything. But then, when I DO ​​​​​do super good, I suddenly "change my mind" and think that I'm super good and every one else (except for a selected few) is trash in some way.

Also there are people that looks like that they are good at everything, and better than you, but actually they're about the same level as you, but it feels like that they are better than me in almost every way imaginable, then I get super competetive, when I don't (really) need to... Is working too hard ever a bad thing? And is working like my normal self (spend 2 hours doing unproductive-ish stuff, e.g. Discord, Wikia, browsing the web, learning about random stuff) going to get me nowhere? Or is it goint to be super useful?

Am I a tryhard? A genius? A regular joe? Or a wannabe?

​​​​For some reason my friends IRL think I'm smart at everything... except Fortnite.

This story is actually super stupid xD Tbh it’s not that stupid